Often I need to encourage myself to give a fuck. May it be just going out to take a walk or talk to a girl. Won’t be easier when you get older. Just different. Yeah experience teaches you most of the stuff. Or I was just wrong with what I said two sentences ago.
So now I’m off to meet someone whom I don’t know and even if we won’t meet it might also be just a good way of saying. Okay at least I went outside to do something. As my inner child kicked in and wanted something more I could not have given it by staying at home.