I wanna hide and cuddle. Feel the struggle. My brain shuts off. Looking for peace of mind in the desert. Trying to desert every time I eat dessert never feels sweet. Damn you’re such a creep. Embracing the warmth this was all and alarmed. Wanna feel your arms and being surrounded and warm. It’s missing inside clamping my heart tighter and tighter. Cannot say how much to bare. Every now and then I stare against the wall and see that there is something missing before I start out. Beautiful doubt.